Friday, July 10, 2015

FREEDOM IN REFLECTION...Thoughts on Partnership and Pursuit

Last weekend, my home country- the USA- celebrated our independence day.


Here in Ethiopia, I quietly put on my red, white and blue. I listened to Whitney Houston’s famous rendition of the Star Spangled Banner at one of the Super Bowls, and lit some sparklers. I’ve always been proud to be an American, even with our struggles in recent days, my patriotism remains.



I remember growing up largely feeling “free” in the USA.  Independence days, July 4ths, were spent at the lake, boating, grilling out, watching fireworks and parades, celebrating life and freedom. 

I didn’t understand then what I understand now about freedom- its cost and its responsibility.

What is freedom? Are you free? Who gives freedom?
I often ask my students those questions here in Ethiopia and get varied responses.

In reflection about freedom, I see God as the GREATEST GIVER of freedom and He is the GREATEST FREEDOM FIGHTER.  

GOD- The Great Giver of Freedom
God made people unique. We’re different than anything else He made. We’re created in His image. We can think, build, dream, and love. And He gave us freedom to choose, we can live for Him and with Him or not. He desired voluntary devotion. He didn’t want a people ordered to love Him. He wanted them to choose to.  We’re like Him in that. We want people to like us or love us not because they’re obligated to or are made to, but because they genuinely want to.


Yet God giving people that freedom had a COST. Many chose and continue to choose to live apart from God. Thus sin and brokenness have become part of His world.

He gave us His Word to help - His original plan for all- relationships, money, wisdom, raising children, empowering church leadership, sharing about Him. There’s also warning and wisdom on temptation, conflict, poverty, apathy, so much. All kinds of stories through time of how people followed God well or not well and what we can learn from those. He gave us all we need to know. He gave us this information to help us, NOT to limit us, but to FREE us to experience the best life, the fullest life possible. For outside of His original plan- there is the loss of His protection.  And that is where there is insecurity, destruction, even death.  

Giving us freedom also cost God the life of His Son. The sin and brokenness that became part of our lineage destined us to eternal separation from God. We had a penalty for sin that we couldn’t pay. Not enough fasting or bowing or serving could get us in good with God or pay the penalty for our sin.

Something had to die for our sin for the wages of sin is death. A perfect sacrifice was needed- and God gave part of himself to FREE us for all time from condemnation and separation from God. We can now approach God freely and with confidence because our sin penalty has been paid if we accept this gift from Jesus.

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life.

Galatians 5:1
For freedom, Christ has set us free, …

Romans 8:1-2
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Him He set me free from the law of sin and death…

Hebrews 4: 14-16
Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are- yet was without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

Yet, we are not free from the consequences or temptation of sin- those remain.  Sin cannot eternally separate us from God if we have Jesus, but sinning or continuing to sin has consequences, painful ones.

Thus, our freedom has responsibility. We can conquer, we can resist, we can live lives that honor God. He even sent His Spirit to help us. But often we take our freedom and the life we’ve been given and don’t offer those back to God in thanks. We do what we want. Often not fulfilling our potential and missing the chance to experience life with God. We also make a mess of things, honestly speaking. And we often look more shackled and imprisoned than ever before.

Galatians 5:1
For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm then and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery

Galatians 5:7
You were running a good race. Who cut in on you and kept you from obeying the truth?

Galatians 5:13
You were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge in the sinful nature; rather serve one another in love.

But we don’t have to live that way, shackled, insecure.  May God help us realize and walk in the freedom we’ve been given.

GOD- The Ultimate Freedom Fighter- I also see God as the ultimate freedom fighter because He alone can liberate and He chooses to. 

And He’s calling, us, His family to also go into the world and share about the freedom He gives ….

Isaiah 61:1-2
The Spirit of the Lord is upon me; because the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor; He has sent me to bind up the broken-hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and to open prisons for those who are bound… to comfort all those who mourn, to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair…

Matthew 28:18-20
Therefore, go and make disciples of all nations….

Matthew  5:16
Let your light so shine before men …

Are we sharing this good news about the freedom God gives?

God brought two “freedoms” to my mind the past few weeks that He’s been challenging me about.

One is….

FREEDOM to PARTNER
I have freedom to partner with God on the journey, thanks to Jesus. I don’t have to go through life alone.

Now in America, from an early age, we’re taught self- leadership, self- reliance. Do it yourself. God says- you’re free to do that- BUT – I offer you partnership with me.

John 15:15
I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made know to you.

And not just friendship- but God offers us His leadership. We can trust His original plan, and the way He leads us to go. God says I don’t do this to limit you, but to free you to really live. Remain with me, partner with me, let me lead.

John 15
Remain in me and I will remain in you, apart from me you can do nothing.

Isaiah 58:11
The Lord will guide you always; He will satisfy your needs …and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.

Yet, we often go it on our own. Or we partner with the wrong things or people.

Partnership with God is an incredible privilege!!!  May we go through life with God, His love and His leadership over us!!!

There’s another freedom God brought to mind this past week……………………

Sometimes here in Ethiopia, I think about how it would be to maybe be invisible.  I think about how freeing it would be to walk down the street without people staring or asking me for something.

Well the other day, I had the reverse feeling. Some students saw me come in and they only gave a casual acknowledgment that I was there, for whatever reason, I felt largely invisible to them. And it made my heart feel very sad.

We’re often taught that love acknowledges, seeks out, pursues. When one is captivated, it drives you to seek that thing or person out. Your free time pulls you that direction. It’s often said you can tell what you love or cherish by what you give your time to, your focus and attention towards. When all goes still and quiet- where do your thoughts drift?  You acknowledge in a special way one who has your heart.

So many times I get busy and often don’t pursue or seek out those who matter- to see how they are.  And that might be painful for them. I was thinking about that when I felt a heavy conviction fill me this past week because I heard God say… -Holly, I know how you felt that day. You often give that casual acknowledgement TO ME, you don’t pursue me.  Some days- you only glance my way quickly, or you wave only in passing. You start your quiet time but don’t finish.  Much like the lines you pass everyday of people waiting, I’m waiting to be with you. I’m trying to get your attention. Where is your pursuit of me? Ouch


We have freedom to pursue God and He wants, desires, that pursuit from us.

FREEDOM to PURSUE

God wants us to seek Him, and to know Him- deeply. And we can!!!  It’s amazing to me that this is true. We can walk and talk with God through life.  He desires that pursuit. He deserves it!!!!

No one can satisfy like Him, No one can mend, restore, renew, heal, stretch, strengthen, empower, encourage, direct, love you like God!

Deuteronomy 6:5
Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength.

Psalm 9:10
Those who know your name trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you.

As we continue in our lives, may we remember freedom has a cost and a responsibility.

God gave us life and freedom as a gift, what we do with our life and that freedom is our gift back to God.

Will we honor Him with how we live? Will we partner with Him, not just be a friend of Him, but to live in obedience of His leadership? He can be trusted!!!

Will we share His freedom in the hard places in the world to help liberate those still in darkness, as He leads us?

This could be on the back streets of North Korea or in refugee camps in Sudan, or in the war torn areas of Syria or in the high rises of New York. This could in the public universities in Ethiopia or in the middle schools of America, or even in the churches of America, there are many there who still sit in darkness.

Wherever it is, wherever God calls us to go and be, will we partner with Him to share His freedom?


And will you pursue God? He deserves more than casual acknowledgment!!!!

We often get distracted and pursue other things- money, relationships, beauty, fame. Those will never satisfy. May He be our first pursuit, and our deepest heart’s desire!

Isaiah 55:2
Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy?

John 4:13
Whoever drinks the water I give will never thirst again.

Lamentations 3:22-24
Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning. Great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion, therefore I will wait for Him. The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the One who seeks Him.”

Please pray for my partnership with God and His leadership of my life and that my pursuit of Him will be my heart’s biggest desire.

Onward!

Prayer Requests
-We are in final exam time at Hope College, and I’m wrapping up grades for my 200 or so students. Please pray a good finish for them as exams are for one more week.
-I hope to be stateside for a few weeks at the end of July into early August.  Please pray for that as plans come together- that my time at home will be a restful break and that I can enjoy time with parents and sister. I hope to see many of you! Thank you so much for those who gave for that!
-My sister is now stateside from South Sudan. We thank God for keeping her safe as she was based there the last several months. Please keep her in prayer as she has meetings with our church about strategy for the way ahead in our project areas.
-Please keep this part of the world in your prayers, God is work and His freedom needs shared.